These past 1 week + has been a whirlwind of events which I, myself, am trying my best to come to terms with the reality of matters. Friends close to my heart will know what I'm referring to. =)
Cos' of that, my blog updates have been on a crawl. But better now than never! Day 3 of my recent holidays to the Kansai region of Japan - Nara, the former capital city which holds the biggest Buddha statue in the world.

Cute deers as side-attractions so the kids wouldn't get bored with the temples :P

Docile deers are cute haha!

Todaiji, the great temple which houses the Buddha statue

Group shot!

Looks pretty scary huh? =S

Hugeee~

Feels like autumn!?

Insane number of people! Lesson learnt: Never travel to popular cities in Japan during Golden Week (>.<)
I think I care too much about my friends. Helping them till the extent that I may be seen as a busybody. Possibly angering them without a word of gratitude in return.
And also cos' I invest my emotions in the lives of my friends, if they don't reciprocate the same amount, I can't feel but feel disappointed, a little pissed, and cheated of my feelings.
I have a friend who makes promises too carelessly, and more often than not, he fails to follow through and I feel so bad inside, thinking if I did something wrong or he just doesn't care about me as a friend.
But oh well, what did I wish to expect? This is a short 4 month exchange program and everyone just wants to have fun and doesn't care to build long-lasting relationships.
I've got someone more important in my life to focus on now, so I'm just gotta shut out my emotions for the time being. =)