In Kyushu University's school magazine, there's a pretty cute girl on the cover and I was remarking to my friends that's the type of girl whom I would go for. And guess what, just yesterday, I spotted her (of all people) in the lunch hour crowd and I just knew it was her although I couldn't confirm my guess.

But thankfully, I saw a mutual friend with her, and I asked her via email to validate my guess, and I was right! Never had this feeling for a long time... Where the crowds fade in the background and all I could see was her. Then, my world came crashing down when my friend told me that the girl already has a boyfriend. (=.=)

Sorry, I had to rant to restore peace to my emotions (lol). There are a few other cute Japanese girls in my social circle, but I'm just too picky. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. On one hand, I'm glad to claim that I'm gonna make my first relationship the last as well i.e. serious about the relationship, consideration of marriage etc. On the other hand, I might never get a partner if my expectations are way too high.

Oh, what a dilemma. It's so hard to find a cute, demure Japanese girl who has a good character and heart, and is a Christian or at least, open to Christianity. I don't know... I may have to disappoint you guys who have been rooting for me to get a Japanese girlfriend... (>.<)