I did it. I conquered my fears and inadequacy and gave my newest performance, Wherever You Will Go by The Calling, my best shot.
The devil put out all stops to stop me dead in my tracks. I abruptly woke up to a sharp stomach pain and had bouts of diarrhea. I was so nervous that I kept getting my lyrics jumbled up right up till the actual performance.
But God is faithful and He takes over when I took the step of faith and held the mic with my hands on stage. I summoned up my stage persona, forgot all about the shy and awkward Benedict, and took it away with my voice.
I didn't want my 4 months of break to be insignificant. I didn't want to be like the rest who waste their holidays away partying and making merry. I'm glad I had the chance to work a part-time job stint to boost my resume. It was satisfying yet still gave me an unfulfilled feeling.
To a veteran performer, it means nothing to them. But for me, it means alot. To the FITS organizers, thanks for giving me a chance to perform. Also, thanks to all backstage/F&B crew, stylists, models, performers and attendees for making this event a success! I've thoroughly enjoyed myself and this will definitely serve as a launching platform for grander dreams to be achieved in the near future. Rock on, guys! :)