The irony of life...
It's almost mid January and I've still not found a job yet! Life is feeling pretty aimless and empty for now. Although I'm looking forward to my SEP in April, I wouldn't want to waste my time for these 3 months... I've sent in internship applications to 4-5 companies. I deposited my resume in a few recruitment agency websites. My mum is assisting me through her contacts. Yet, nothing at all till now... =(
Life can be ironic, huh? My resolution is burning stronger than ever, to make my life on earth meaningful, and yet I'm having so much difficulty finding a job whereas my friends around me seem to get jobs so easily. Same with my health. Everyone is saying exercise is good for me, to stave my illnesses and keep fit, yet exercise is the one biggest thing which will aggravate my migraine and IBS. Sigh... What should I do?
The apparent irony arises from the influence of the devil. Whenever I want to accomplish something great for God, something ALWAYS seem to hinder my path. Should I wait until I'm matured enough to wholly rely on God's voice, but risk losing the window of opportunity? Or should I trust God wholeheartedly despite my circumstances and take a step of faith?
I'm scheduling a career consultation with Kelly Services consultants in NUS on Thursday, so I'm hoping something fruitful will come out of it. In the meantime, I guess I'll just head to school and scout the modules which I'll be taking in future semesters.
2 1/2 more months before the excitement kicks in...