And it begins again...
(Monday, August 10, 2009/12:03 PM)
2 days ago, I was pleasantly surprised that one of my good friends offered words of encouragement to me, assuring me that I have what it takes to succeed in life. This was in response to my MSN display message, written in Japanese, meaning "I want to believe in myself".
He said that I was caring, much more gentlemanly than he is. That got me thinking, am I overly caring, perhaps? Somehow, I never cease to get the feeling that good friends around me are taking my friendship for granted, and inevitably fall into depression and frustration when I try investing my effort in someone's life and he/she doesn't reciprocate.
Whatever it is, I hope that I would set things right this semester before I head off to Japan next year. Past wounds from last semester linger on. The drudgery of university education persists. But I'm gonna harden my resolve this time round.
First up, I'll forget all the so-called friends who are shallow and flaky. Shit those guys, they're not worth my time. Secondly, while every horny guy in NUS is busy going on their 'hunt' for pretty female freshies, I'll toughen my discipline and study doubly hard, praying that my efforts will pay off in a few more 'A's.
And it all starts again tomorrow. I'm not gonna ever be emo again. Please pray for me guys. =)
posted by MightyFlameboy.
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