Signs that I'm turning Japanese
(Sunday, May 10, 2009/11:38 PM)
1) I'm gradually losing my once saavy command of English (and to a lesser extent, spoken Mandarin), but feeling more comfortable with hearing, speaking, reading Japanese by the day. (=.=)
2) Everyone mutters under their breath time to time right? Yeah, so do I. But I do that in Japanese nowadays.
3) When I was feeling so f-upped during those late-night project meetings, lingering nostalgic thoughts of myself relaxing and soaking in an authentic Japanese onsen during my holidays to Japan sprung up in my mind.
4) I can't be bothered befriending the 'typical' Singaporean anymore. Ops. =X
5) I don't find a sense of purpose in Singapore, and due to that, I feel terribly bored and frustrated as I get holed up in this little island nation, probably for years to come.
Am I losing my relevance in the Singaporean society? Do I feel this way because I'm going against the flow of conformism? Even with the semester exams already a week past me, I can't seem to experience the feeling of liberation which most university students should feel after finishing their exams. I'VE GOT NOTHING OR ANYTHING TO FEEL MOTIVATED ABOUT? =S
It's been only 6 days of holidays and it felt like eons since my last exam. Playing online games with KC, wandering aimlessly on cyberspace, watching Japanese dramas online, reading books on Japanese lifestyle and culture seem like the only things I can do in the meantime.
If I were in Japan, I'd definitely jam-pack my schedule each and every day. Within that dream scenario, wasting time like this is a mortal sin. Literally. (T.T) Oh gosh, this 3 months of holidays would be a drag for me. Zzzzz...
This mundane lifestyle will be abruptly halted for just a little while as I head off to Korea this Tuesday night. Gawd, I can't wait lol. =P
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