Uncertainties...
(Tuesday, April 21, 2009/12:58 AM)
Recently, I started an email thinggy with some of my friends from the infamous project group I had ranted about, cos' unfortunately, they read my blog. Thankfully, they understood that I just needed to take this burden off my chest, and I didn't bear any ill intentions.
Although it's a tad bit too late, since the conflict hit its peak weeks ago, it's still great to thrash things out now, so that it paves the way for better friendship next semester onwards, instead of letting history repeat itself. Better late than never!
Now, I fully grasp the meaning of 'retail therapy'. HAHA! =) When I'm feeling down and depressed, buying something which I like really helps improve my mood alot. I've just received my Japanese scholboy jacket, and it rocks! Just gotta muster more confidence to wear something out of the typical Singaporean 'norm'. =S
Dropped by HMV last weekend and decided to buy not one, but two music albums, cos' I've not bought any albums for the past 1-2 months.
I was a little skeptical of Utada Hikaru's efforts in the States, since the last English album she had was rather a flop. But I'm glad I'm bought it, cos' she really got her groove back!
I couldn't care less about this teenybopper and like most matured music lovers, I preferred David Cook. But hey, when his song played over the airwaves of HMV, I was instantly hooked. Oh, that song was "My Hands". Do Youtube or Google it up to hear a quick sample!
I'm still waiting for Tohoshinki's new album to be released in SG! Super slowww la... >:( And considering whether I should buy the new Faith2 compliation CD as well! =)
And... I'll probably buy some stuff from the new online spree hosted by KC's colleague this month. Bah, I gotta stop this somehow. =S
The deep emotional setback I had suffered for the past few weeks have come and gone... Yet, uncertainties loom over my life in the wake of the aftermath. Despite mending my relationships with half of my project group, I still think going lone-ranger next semester would be the correct path for me to take.
My new CG is also divided into our 3 old CGs. But the good thing was that I got to get back with an old church friend whom I was close to years ago. And we both reminisce about the old times which were far more vibrant and exciting, compared to the dredgery of the present. Hopefully, my last youth CG ministry won't go 'kaput' on me.
How will my life pan out after this semester is done and over with? Even I can't be certain, but I'm praying that God will lead me on the right path.
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