(Saturday, April 11, 2009/1:36 AM)
Finally, the madness is over. Right down to the last minute, those dudes were still frantically doing last minute work. Even had to miss our pre-allocated presentation timeslot, and postpone it to an hour later cos' we just weren't prepared!
One group was given grace and were allowed to present on Monday, meaning more time to touch up their work. When my project mate suggested we try getting the same favour from our lecturer, I was like... "HELL NO! I NEED TO DO OTHER PROJECTS AND STUDY FOR MY TESTS". It feels kinda weird rejecting the idea of project extension for the first time in my entire friggin' life.
And... We kinda pissed the lecturer off for being late for both lecture and presentation cos' we were rushing for time doing the project, giving a disorganized, slipshod presentation.
And besides, this module is focusing on interface interactivity, but they were so caught up with fanciful 3D graphics and animations instead, which I felt was relatively unimportant for the scope of this project.
I mean... We had one project mate dedicated solely to graphic design! We could have better allocation of tasks... So, I've got a feeling we'll get low marks despite the gargantuan effort we put in anyway. *shrugs*
I had this indescribable feeling of freedom once we're done with the presentation. No more late nights. No more rushing. No more conflicts. But I still can't afford to relax! 2 more projects to settle. Maths lab quiz coming up. As well as the final exams of cos', a whooping total of 5 this semester compared to only 3 last semester. (>.<)
Alright, I'm done ranting about school. Unless that bugger whom I've mentioned for the past few blog posts irritates me again with his ridiculous demands. >:(
E441... A new beginning in my church life. It's just a blatant merging of CGL-less CGs *lol*. The hype was buzzing since last December, about how CGs would be totally reshuffled. I was excited regarding the possibilities of getting together with some of my good church buddies such as Royston, or get to know talented people such as Ryan.
Pity that didn't come to fruition. =S Seems like the whole reshuffling hooha was just meant to bolster the ranks of the adult CGs. Seems like there wasn't really any thought put into the youth ministry. Or something unexpected cropped up in the middle of it all.
Most of my W429 comrades couldn't catch the excitement as well. Oh well, it'll probably take some time.
I'm also regretful to admit that I've been overwhelmed by the circumstances in school, that I failed to keep to my promise of bringing friends to the Easter services. My heart was far too hardened, steeped in hatred and frustration. Pray that the Lord cleanse me of these undesirable feelings.
My leaders have been preaching how 2009 will be the best year yet for us. Seems like the contrary is happening for me. 2009 can be a highly-primed candidate for worst year yet for me if my life continued this way. Take a look at the major happenings in my life in just a short span of 4 months.
February: Tension headaches escalating in pain. Needed to consult a psychiatrist. Got into a cold war with my mum cos' I refused to confide in her.
March - Present: Got into deep conflicts with my project mates. Soured relationships. Disappointed with the lack of support from friends whom I thought I could trust.
I just feel so alone in times of tribulations such as these...
Gotta get my life back on track this Easter.
One group was given grace and were allowed to present on Monday, meaning more time to touch up their work. When my project mate suggested we try getting the same favour from our lecturer, I was like... "HELL NO! I NEED TO DO OTHER PROJECTS AND STUDY FOR MY TESTS". It feels kinda weird rejecting the idea of project extension for the first time in my entire friggin' life.
And... We kinda pissed the lecturer off for being late for both lecture and presentation cos' we were rushing for time doing the project, giving a disorganized, slipshod presentation.
And besides, this module is focusing on interface interactivity, but they were so caught up with fanciful 3D graphics and animations instead, which I felt was relatively unimportant for the scope of this project.
I mean... We had one project mate dedicated solely to graphic design! We could have better allocation of tasks... So, I've got a feeling we'll get low marks despite the gargantuan effort we put in anyway. *shrugs*
I had this indescribable feeling of freedom once we're done with the presentation. No more late nights. No more rushing. No more conflicts. But I still can't afford to relax! 2 more projects to settle. Maths lab quiz coming up. As well as the final exams of cos', a whooping total of 5 this semester compared to only 3 last semester. (>.<)
Alright, I'm done ranting about school. Unless that bugger whom I've mentioned for the past few blog posts irritates me again with his ridiculous demands. >:(
E441... A new beginning in my church life. It's just a blatant merging of CGL-less CGs *lol*. The hype was buzzing since last December, about how CGs would be totally reshuffled. I was excited regarding the possibilities of getting together with some of my good church buddies such as Royston, or get to know talented people such as Ryan.Pity that didn't come to fruition. =S Seems like the whole reshuffling hooha was just meant to bolster the ranks of the adult CGs. Seems like there wasn't really any thought put into the youth ministry. Or something unexpected cropped up in the middle of it all.
Most of my W429 comrades couldn't catch the excitement as well. Oh well, it'll probably take some time.
I'm also regretful to admit that I've been overwhelmed by the circumstances in school, that I failed to keep to my promise of bringing friends to the Easter services. My heart was far too hardened, steeped in hatred and frustration. Pray that the Lord cleanse me of these undesirable feelings.
My leaders have been preaching how 2009 will be the best year yet for us. Seems like the contrary is happening for me. 2009 can be a highly-primed candidate for worst year yet for me if my life continued this way. Take a look at the major happenings in my life in just a short span of 4 months.
February: Tension headaches escalating in pain. Needed to consult a psychiatrist. Got into a cold war with my mum cos' I refused to confide in her.
March - Present: Got into deep conflicts with my project mates. Soured relationships. Disappointed with the lack of support from friends whom I thought I could trust.
I just feel so alone in times of tribulations such as these...
Gotta get my life back on track this Easter.
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it...
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