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Name: Lim Fang Wei Benedict
Alias: MightyFlameboy
D.O.B: 22/10/1986
Likes: Japan, music, fashion, computer games, travelling

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Supposed to meet our lab tutor today for advice, but my friend forgot to bring his thumbdrive and thus had an incomplete picture to show her. So, we went right back to our mundane routine of perfecting our individual bits.

Project meetings are kinda awkward for me recently. I have this perpetual (but hidden from sight) flame boiling in me for reasons stated in the previous blog post, whereas the rest are nonchalant and having their usual fun, while I sit alone silently, furiously trying to get this shit done and over with.

Well, I have a project mate who is always late but somehow, they can spontaneously break into jokes when she comes, seemingly without caring about her punctuality issues (but personally, I have no issues with that project mate since she can deliver work really well, and she's an alright friend to me).

And the project mate who was previously working with me? She also has similar level of Flash proficiency as I do, and naturally, she has to ask as many questions as I do. They seemed really patient in coaching her, but rather grudgingly, slipshod when it comes to my turn to ask questions?

I used to pity girls for societal inconveniences, such as sexual harassment etc, but hey, I've just discovered the advantages of being a girl! (-_-")

Anyhow, I've really pushed myself these past few weeks to improve my Flash skills, and I think I'm doing pretty well. Just that their expectations of me continue to rise and I don't think I can keep this up any longer... =(

It's like... I do #1 which A wants me to do. It's challenging but I did it anyhow, and boy, am I happy! Alright, so A & B got down to discussion about my work, and B has different opinions. He thinks I should do #2 instead. After further debate, they settled on #3, and shit rolls down on me.

Ok... So then, I do #3, and it goes right back to the start of the sequence... How the heck do I get out of this "infinite loop" (Peeps learning Java knows this term lol)?

And they expect me to be a bona fide graphic designer in a matter of days. So... From drawing cartoonish lions, they want me to come up with fanciful animations and designs. I don't mean to slack, and I'll learn if I can, but RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A HECTIC SCHOOL TERM? I mean... SRSLY? (-_-")

I still got 2 arts projects which are not even 20% each done yet. I seriously can't waste time on this anymore. I can probably give another full day or 2 to this, but I must start on my other projects ASAP. My conscience will be clear since I've completed what is originally required out of me.

Oh well, my stuff ordered online from Taiwan is finally here, so that dispelled my emo mood a little. Tho' my new hairstyle isn't helping things much. Dang, my friend said that it looks like an NS crewcut. (>.<)