I'm going for choir auditions tomorrow at the CHC building at Jurong West. Although I know KC and I are good enough to pass the auditions (since we have 8 years of choir background), I'm not gonna let pride rule my mind, but I'll approach the auditions with a humble heart. Afterall, my love for God should come first before showcasing my talent.
I've been procrastinating all my life. With the step of faith I'd be taking tomorrow, I hope to open up new boundaries. I'm constantly worrying about my health and studies, but this time, I'm gonna ignore my problems temporarily and give it my best shot. Lord, please see the willing hearts that we brothers have for You. =)
Hoping to get into a wider fellowship with my church mates as well, especially those who share a passion in singing. This is my 6th year in church, and I've not befriended a single confidant yet. Besides KC, Debbie of cos', whom I've already been good friends with before we became Christians.
Everytime I tried committing myself to ministry, I find myself surrounded by hypocrites and overzealous Christians. My good secondary school pal, Gary Chua, left church due to such complications. As a result, I became wary about the NUS CHC ministry as well. Hoping the choir ministry will provide genuine fellowship which I can relate and confide in.
Whatever the outcome, it'd be for the best. I will not live 2009 the same mundane way I lived 2008!
Lord, I do not depend on my own strength, but as I depend on Your strength, I will have the faith to fight the good fight